Thestralwatcher

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i just need to go home. 

my mind’s going back to “they don’t really love you ” again. i haven’t actually felt that this strongly in years and it’s really scaring me. like i know that every single person i’m doubting does love me. either that or they’re going to super lengths to fake it which just seems pointless to me. but either way, i know i’ll feel better when i’m around them again cuz actual words are a lot harder to misinterpret because tone is a thing that just doesn’t come easily with written words…

it’s been a long couple months…

Filed under beth rambles about her life beth rambles about college not going home for fall break was a mistake like i love my aunt and uncle and cousins so much and being around them again was wonderful but at the same time... i miss home so much and i miss my boy even more but on the upside there's only 34 days till i go home so at least i've got that much going for me 34 days to doubt everything still fun....